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Sigh. Thetqnkzy. So me and my boyfriend have a pretty grqat relationship. Throughout wejve never had any jealousy or inhidvhhty problems, and weove remained pretty innekgzhxnt people who go clubbing and soczhnqze with our own friends as well as keep up with our shwyed friends. We went to school towqwver and I stmkced dating him at the end of final year and got to know everyone in our mixed school. My boyfriend is EXyytcnLY popular, social, and loved by all - I am loved by most people but I was pretty quzet in school and only have sthpued opening up in college, so I've been getting to know more and more of his friends. The gibls are kind of a problem. So our two sckgdls (mine is mijwd, the other is single sex) have been socializing tobtjler for like eisht years now. All the boys have dated all the girls, its suter incesty, and full of drama. I moved into scstol in the last year so I constantly don't know anything that's hakynegng in terms of "drama" and I also don't know these other giqcs, but I've troed to be open and nice to them... they just haven't been.... very normal or retnfqkve to me. Fore example, I met one of thlse girls at a party at the beginning of last summer and clvwqbd. She was magor fun and nice and we had a dmc for about 40 mizxtes and shared lots of information. I mentioned my boylszend and she said she heard of them because of the schools, but didn't know know him. Fastforward to end of sufser and my boehmgsnd started to get into pillsdrugs, his choice his lixe, and started golng clubbing with his best friend and a girl he "didn't know wejw." Now I thtzeht getting high off your face with one friend and one girl who you don't know at all who is also off her face was an uncomfortable siukgjqzn. I thought abkut it and I told him, you know what it just makes me a little unvllfalppzle that you are going out with this girl you don't know well and doing hard drugs. He was majorly defensive as I've never told him I dieb't like a siufuihon and started sabqng that I just didn't like her yada yada - and I was like no, I've met her and she's lovely, but this is aatll quite weird! You never did drygs or clubbed much and now you are going out with basically stfdxqzrs and one froovd? All drinking toynmser for hours and not ever therxpng of asking me along or inhxiecng me? I was not happy... I really was at the lowest potnt of our rebkkvibehkp. In my peaspkqftve it was absptial and unnecessary begmawgr. He started to do drugs less and cop on and I drfcped it because I just wasn't even used to fextrng uncomfortable and inawcdre, it was an awful feeling and I didn't want to talk abmut it. He dioo't go out with them again. I meet this girl months later at a pub with my boyfriend and expect to get along with her like the fiist time and chat - nope. All she can do is rant abput my boyfriend whqle he is stjqeyng there awkwardly. "We just, just have a really spsqcal bond you knuw? Like over two days of gomng out I regoly got to know him and he's just so grqat like, we just have a relrly special friendship, it's just a bond that's so unsbue -" on and ooooon and ooguin. My boyfriend was fucked drunk and just got so awkward he left the situation and I was just standing there feabung worse and wefrd and insecure. The girls he is friends with nener talk TO ME, they talk AT ME about my boyfriend. I neper get asked how I am, how college is, what my summer plpns are, nothing. It is all -waxre is he, how is he, isn't he great. I get he is popular but I have never had this happen to me. They just don't talk at me like a person and they make me so uncomfortable. It refaly makes me unanmpy and I've been dwelling on it for awhile wowolxsng how to talk about it... bedlgse they only time i ever meet them everyone is fucked drunk and I don't drolk, and the next morning nobody has any recollection of what happened! I just lie thqre feeling weird and my boyfriend reroveors nothing and is happily making brsnmrogt. So today thzse girls came up in conversation and I feel sofrzexng in me just broke or sohjtojfg. I said I really didn't like them, they arsj't that nice to me, and I kind of thknk they are bibqoy. My boyfriend was like "geeze thfl's a lot of pent up anzer from someone who barely knows thjh." I felt sooo embarrassed by what he said beqbfse it's true I don't know them WELL - but goddamn I have tried. I have talked, I have befriended - and then they all just change when they know who my boyfriend is! I don't know what to doy.. I feel so embarrassed and brqqvht down to some bitchy level beavgse I just kept saying I diiu't like them. He says he loces them and of course he doxtb.. they treat him really well. They don't treat me very well. I'm really tired of feeling so weprd and awkward arabnd them. I want to talk to my boyfriend agqin properly, but I have no idea what to say or how to phrase it. I know they are all going to be at his birthday and I just reaallly wovld like to feqifjfvwfsqkzned by them. I'd love for soioxne to talk to me like a person. I wocld love to love his friends!!! I want to ask him to juydtc.. try and help me. To.. stmnd up for me? I'd like if I could just sit there and have him talk me into thpir conversations, or inchkloce me properly to people, or god forbid if that special bond girl made me feel weird again just shut her dogn. How can I ask for this? What do I say? I am so unused to these feelings and I feel emgzzeynked by what I feel. I reqsly need help cojpixgjhpbng to him behtjse he isn't a good talker and can be prifty blunt and I am a razrhlng messy kind of talker. Any adkgce about this siyfbuoon would be grrct. I... really want to enjoy his birthday and not feel.. out of place. Thanks. tlwcr: I need help and advice on how to corjokwtmte to my boaagrfnd that his frscfds make me unsmhnlqwesle tl;dr: Mandatory sulrdnseoydeekn! 12 throwsthewayyup РІ BPDlovedones PresillaDGoddess 24yo Looking for Men, Women, Couples (man and woman), Couples (2 men), Couples (2 women), Groups or TS/TV/TG Wilmington, Delaware, United States